PI-ANG. whoopeedo. who did it?

2009 is almost over.... and let me see, HOW MANY new year resolutions i broke?
let's revise my 2009 new year resolutions....

1.Don't fall in love!-BROKEN. I was in love with wu chun, but i'm over him now. seriously.




2. Stop shaking legs while eating-at least i saved this. they say that only perverted people do that.


3. Microsoft is slow... Streamyx is slow... yeah so DON'T BANG THE INNOCENT KEYBOARD even though the computer hangs or...or ....(jeez) God-knows-what-will happen.- my hands are merciful. keyboard, you have had a lovely year. but i can't guarantee you another lovely year since you have been pms-ing lately .

4. Stop playing clubpenguin- i have already grown up, and i'm sick of bullying penguins

5. Try to like cats- still scared of them. but i didn't kick the canteen cat. i was, and am still nice to it.

Last one.... My darling rabbit, Gillian
I don't think my rabbit knows it's own name-- Gillian 'Gilliande' Francis Light Obama-Bush Danney Humphrey Lee. You may think it is not necessary because it's an old rabbit, but hey, you don't wanna die without knowing what's your name, right?
- broke this resolution, my rabbit does not give a fur about it's own name.

POP! breaths for sale, anyone?

OH MY GOODNESS

i found out that the video of the exhibition meeting ( 结 训 展 览) is on facebook!!!!! whoo hhoooo! finally someone uploaded it!!!
click here to hear us sing---- don't laugh. it takes weeks to practice it and i had to stand for one hour plus non stop. i can't say that we make a good choir team, but at least everyone exercised their spirits.

FLY

oh, i forgot to tell you all, I'm leaving for China for a week. I won't be collecting my PMR results with you all----- but have fun!!!

* 我 很 相 念 训 练 的 生 活, 还 有 姊 妹 们..... 我 很 矛 盾 哩.

a (no more) jailbird that (does not) miss her key

FACEBOOK------ in chinese----- 非 死 不 可 ? 难 怪 他 们 说 面 书 会 漏 掉 生 命...
hey people!
if you were wondering where i was in the past month, read on
I was in Miri, Sarawak attending the one month church training, and i dare say that i enjoyed the training a lot despite all the super super strict training.

I am actually proud to announce that for FOUR WEEKS, i did not even touch any computers or handphones. I did not even watch a minute's television. I was completely separated from the outside world--- I had no idea what was going on in this world as I was not allowed to read the newspaper.

going to the one month training was no joke--- there were strict and rigid rules, like:

1)no loose talk. (他 们 所 谓 的 闲 话) LOOSE TALK--- ranges from your favorite celebrities to your pet dog at home.

2) fold your own blankets--- the notorious TOFU STYLE! Do you know how the blanket was supposed to look like?

there! this looks more like one. i know, i know, it's a brick. the TOFU BLANKET is a brick. well, a soft one. the edges MUST BE 90 degrees, and the surface of the blanket must be even smoother the a baby's skin. this is the famous 豆 腐 被

3) everyone was assigned to do public cleaning--- and we had to make sure the place was SERIOUSLY CLEAN--i mean it-- not even a speck of dust must be seen. I ended up crawling on the floor, cleaning tile by tile in 20 MINUTES.

4) there was once when i forgot to check my luggage (which i put on the floor)--- I lost some marks just because it was tilted 4 degrees. 他 们 嫌 我 行 李 厢 歪.......

however, i still feel happy because throughout the whole month, i washed my own clothes, ironed my own shirt, made my own bed and washed my own dishes. now, no one can call me 大 小 姐!!!

here are some stuff i did there:

1. exams 考 试
i had to memorize the outlines of the messages in a few days.i failed in the first exam, and they made me take the exam again. I passed, and i did really well in the 2nd exam, so they gave me 15 dollars to spend in the gospel book room.

2. sundays are my days
that's because sunday is the day i can go out. plus, there's love feast on sunday nights!!!
seriously, people in miri CAN COOK. I LOVE THEIR FOOD IT'S SO SO SO NICE I FEEL LIKE EATING IT NOW OH MY GOODNESS. the food they prepared is even better than a five star hotel buffet-- i was piling my plate with the sumptuous food there and gained extra calories.
who cares? the bedrooms are at the fourth floor-- i had to climb four flights of stairs four to five times daily. i love the church members in Miri!
美 里 的 圣 徒, 我 爱 你 们!!!

3. i sang my lungs out
on the last day of training we had to sing 3 songs, and all of the trainees had to stand for 1 and a half hour non stop during the rehearsals. On the last day, i went to this very nice and big meeting hall for the exhibition meeting. after that i went to this brother's house for lunch--- his house-okay not house, mansion was beside the sea, and it has like, five floors, a swimming pool and most of all, the cool sea breeze.

4. laugh... sometimes
有 一 次 姊 妹 们 在 洗 衣 服, 弟 兄 们 在 房 间 里 练 习 唱 结 训 的 歌, 他 们 唱 走 音 了, ( 走 音 到 蛮 离 谱) 我 听 了 觉 得 很 好 笑. 姊 妹 们 就 大 声 地 呼 喊 主 名, 盖 过 他 们 的 歌 声. 不 晓 得 弟 兄 们 知 道 不 知 道, 但 有 位 弟 兄 大 声 说: 主 啊, 赦 免 他 们, 因 为 他 们 不 知 道 他 们 在 做 什 么. 那 晚 笑 到 我 要 死.

conclusion..... i enjoyed the training, and i look forward to attend the 3 months training 2 years later. Praise the Lord! I do not need a priest or pastor to confess my sins. I do not need to kneel in front of any cross to pray. There is no need for popes and nuns. The bible is open to everyone, not only popes. The church has fallen, and we have to recover our first love to the Lord. He is coming back soon, and we have to be the anti testimony of this evil age. I realise, that i need to give myself for the lord's move. I hope i have a chance to take part in the gospel work, as i have a busy schedule ahead.
I am very blessed, that's all i have to say.

look up the sky-- what do you see? you see a beautiful rainbow, i see dark clouds

GOODBYE PEOPLE. I WILL BE GONE FOR GOOD. you won't see me for a long, long time. (you think i'm transferring to another school?)

dear blog,
i'm leaving. heard that? i'm leaving. no, i'm not going on vacation. i'm leaving alone, without my family-- to a place where no one knows or understands me. Don't freak, i wont be away for long. i don't have the heart to leave everything behind.

i will be leaving---- my mom bought the plane ticket months ago. boy, this is going to be a lonely flight. a flight i dread for months.

i will be leaving--- perhaps, to have a little taste of boarding school--perhaps to realise the reason of my existence? this is lame.

it's a good thing i learnt how to complete some basic house chores. i have to be independent. this is just another small, tiny step of my life. this would be nothing compared to ns, something i have feared and dreaded all along.

i sacrifice my holidays, entertainments and so on for this. sigh. this is saaaaaaaaaaad. No more playing for me. Bye people, have fun while i'm GONE!!!

is 2012 the end?

i'm very annoyed by the fact that the world is going to die in 2012.
just because of the Mayan calender? Come on!!! you think those Mayans can keep on writing their calender forever? No!

whether they like it or not, they HAVE to stop writing their calender on a date...(look at the bright side---they ran out of ink or whatever.) Besides, we humans have no right to decide when the world will end. We have caused so much pollution, forgetting the fact that our fate lies in Mother Nature.

I believe the world is going to end one day (as prophesied in the bible) but this matter is in God's hands. This is the reason why i don't want to watch 2012. I'm annoyed with the director, whoever he or she is. About water here and there and everything. In the bible, God faithfully promised Noah that He'll not send another flood.

Genesis 9:11
And I establish My covenant with you, that never again will all flesh be cut off by the waters of flood, and never again will there be a flood to destroy the earth.

dear diary

MONDAY
Dear diary, I passed by my neighbor's house yesterday and I saw this huge mouse trap. Finally, they stopped blaming the baby on the missing food. Today, i see something in the mouse trap. (hurray! ) To my surprise, the thing inside isn't a mouse. It is a CAT.

TUESDAY
Dear diary, there's something wrong with microsoft. Pity that Bill Gates is a high school drop out. If he finished schooling, i bet he could have created Windows Vista (that does not hang) right away.

WEDNESDAY
Dear diary, I saw them making out. don't get me wrong, I wasn't the peeping tom. They were at the front gate! The male was on top of the female. They were........they were....ordinary house flies.

THURSDAY
Dear diary, i wanted to post a love story i read in a book on my blog, but it disappeared, leaving me so frustrated. I can't say that it's a modern version of Romeo and Juliet, but if Juliet leaves Romeo for Paris, then I can say that it's more like it.

FRIDAY
Dear diary, my mom was using the Macbook to surf the net and she thought she was using Internet explorer running on Windows Vista.

SATURDAY
Dear diary, i feel so sad because humans are contributing to GLOBAL WARMING every SECOND. Don't deny- don't deny!!! You're exhaling carbon dioxide now! Hah!

SUNDAY
Dear diary, my ipod officially died today. I can still remember a few years ago when it experienced menopause-- well, "menopause"-- means that when it starts to PMS (not exactly PMS, but i call it so because of it's brittle temper) and everything. can't blame it though.
It's stopped working, and i knew that it's time is up. Rest In Peace, my ipod. Farewell! (though i'm uncertain whether there's such thing as ipod Heaven, but as long as you don't go to hell, i'm okay with it. Wherever you're going, good luck!)